Why Would You Say That

I have been writing very personal emotions the last week.  Sandy, my sensibility checker, kept saying, "Are you sure you want to write that?", "I am worried you will regret writing that later".

By nature I am a bit private with my emotions, but I decided to share them for three reasons:

1. It is strangely therapeutic.  
2. To record my emotions so I can really remember things clearly
3. To help others prepare.  I never really understood the emotions I would have when someone I loved so much died.  Maybe others are in the same boat, and this could help.

I know things have been very dark, so I think this will be my last entry on the topic